Wednesday, October 26, 2016

What does Being Alone truly mean?




Is it that feeling when you're talking to some one that matters, but all you can feel is white noise?

Is it the reason those  tears are trickling down your cheek on a day you feel is going on pretty well compared to yesterday, then why the tears?

Is it that feeling of "being invisible" when you need someone to actually see you for who you are and what you stand for?

Is it that state when everything and everyone around you are moving the way they are supposed to be accept you at times are moving opposite to it and worse at times standing still?

Is it that facade of everything pink, blue, or like a rainbow cake gorgeous to the core covering up everything that probably is just a regular brown day?

Is that feeling of detachment to everything when you hit rock bottom and begun to scrape the ground beneath that bottom because coming back up just doesn't feel the place to be anymore?

No one can truly know what is is to be 'Alone', one can be surrounded with people an still be alone. I dunno if being alone is any of the above, but something I have welcomed with arms wide open. Being alone for me isn't something despondent, it's just what it is 'Alone.'....with myself! And one needs to be lucky to have been given this opportunity in life because I always believe in life to move forward one needs to know you're true self, the good and the dark side. To make peace with your past and all its mistakes. To unburden that baggage one has been carrying all these years .....to really accept who you are and your failures. 

Only when someone is truly Alone, one can meet the real you! Your needs, wishes, desires and fears unfolds. From then Life is so much more simpler & clearer. And being alone will never ever be your kryptonite. At least it isn't mine anymore and all I can do now is move forward with my loved ones or only by myself it doesn't matter! 

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